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I am loved. I am indwelled by love. I am a channel of love. Do I believe this? More and more I do and the more I do, the more I feel alive. The more I feel alive, the more … Continue reading →

I could not have imagined how difficult life would be from any other point aside from today. Each day, I have continued to do something positive that will enable me to find strength to face a new day of uncertainty, … Continue reading →

This has been the most difficult year of my life. I cannot begin to write just how surreal this whole year has been. I remember hearing my girl’s heart stop beating. At that time, I felt both relief and great sorrow. … Continue reading →

January 19th marked 11 months since Christy’s departure from us. It seems so much longer. I am fighting daily to find balance as I am moving forward, yet not wanting to let go. As time has passed though, I am finding … Continue reading →

On January 11th, 1990 I took my last drink of alcohol and my life since has seen both miraculous blessings and heart stinging loss. Today I celebrated 21 years of sobriety and 54 years of life on this earth. That … Continue reading →

Yesterday marked 10 month’s since my Christy left this world. It was an emotional weekend as my Christmas tree and decorations were put in place for the season. I wasn’t sure, I even wanted to put up a tree, but … Continue reading →

I cannot believe how hard life is. I thought I had a pretty good handle on most things. I knew life without Christy would be difficult, but I really had no clue. I see her, feel her and yearn for … Continue reading →

This Friday will be the 9 month mark of Christy’s departure from this earth. I cannot believe time is moving so quickly. I am so not pleased with God at this moment. Call me selfish, but I just can’t find … Continue reading →

I cannot believe the love and beauty that I ran into in New York City this past weekend. I have been training for months to run this marathon to honor my Christy and bring hope to the many who are … Continue reading →

Today is the 8 month mark of Christy’s last day here with us and I have certainly found life to be a tremendous challenge during these past months. The peaks can be extraordinarily high (I have experienced a few) and the valleys incredibly … Continue reading →